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Determination & False Security

For the last couple of days, or so, my focus has been sadly money. Going on a budget, getting out of debt, if I'll be able to pay all my bills this month without my family paying for me etc. etc. Right now I'm not very financially stable right now with my two jobs and that in turn has led me to doubt my dreams, If I'll go to heaven and has really made me question how I'm gonna survive as well as if I'm gonna end up poor which has made me go into a little depression. Earlier yesterday. right before I made the decision to have McDonald's for dinner, I just completely gave up and gave my worries to God. A long time ago when I lived in Nebraska I asked God to take care of me my whole life (Obviously HE would do this regardless): to always have a roof over my head, food, basically anything that will help me to be a blessing in someone else's life. In remembering this; I came to the realization. Yes we have to have money to survive in this world but...